When There's Nothing More Fun in This World Than Shopping

Yeah right, hihihi.
Not fun at all when you have to stay in the office until midnight huh?

Today is White Day

ouch.

Independent

I have a bitter past that made me this way. Some people broke my trust. Break it hard and then i myself collected every pieces miserably. Slowly i made myself strong, have the power of control myself. I can do anything by myself. What i want and what i do is my only decision. I don't trust everyone. I don't want to break into pieces once again. 

Once a person told me "You are too independent you're afraid to depend yourself to other person." Yak, right. I used to do everything by myself or asking another's help as little as i need. Because how my life would be is depend on who's by my side. I am afraid to depend, i don't trust anyone but me. 

I don't believe words, i try hard to see the proofs. I became stubborn, i never feel enough. Whatever you do, i don't trust you. I hurt people's feeling as my action to see more proofs. 

And then these days i realized, i broke people's trust too. I broke it hard into pieces. I become one of a person i don't want to be, ever! I cried over nights, felt deeply guilty. I truly regret it. 

But i'm still afraid. Forgive me for it.

The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition (Music Video) from Moop Jaw on Vimeo.

Sweet disposition

Never too soon

Oh reckless abandon,

Like no one's watching you

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A kiss, a cry

Our rights, our wrongs

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

Just stay there

Cause I'll be comin' over

While our bloods still young

It's so young, it runs

Won't stop til it's over

Won't stop to surrender

Songs of desperation

I played them for you

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

Just stay there

Cause I'll be comin' over

While our bloods still young

It's so young, it runs

Won't stop til it's over

Won't stop to surrender

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A kiss, a cry

Our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A kiss, a cry

Our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A kiss, a cry

Our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)

A moment, a love

A dream, a laugh

A moment, a love

A moment, a love (won't stop to surrender)